This post is very different from any post I think I've ever written as I want to be very transparent and open with you all about my fears at the moment. First, I wanted to apologize for not blogging more! I am just so nauseous that it is hard to do much right now let alone anything crafty! I am really hoping to get some Christmas crafting done very soon and as soon as I do it will be up for all to see! :) Continued prayers for us and this pregnancy would be greatly appreciated. I have a dr. appointment on Monday to hear our little ones heatbeat and see them for the first time. I'm excited beyond words, yet nervous and scared at the same time. I'm not sure if I have shared this with you all but I lost my first pregnancy at 8 weeks. That was an extremely difficult time in our lives and with Monday being my 8 week mark it is hard not to worry. I worried like this when I was pregnant with my daughter too and she was born a beautiful healthy gift from God. I know that whatever happens that God is in control and He will be praised in ALL situations. Thank you all of my lovely readers for your sweet messages and comments. You all feel like a whole extra part of my family! I will post on Monday when I get home.