Wednesday, November 2, 2011

My Fears

This post is very different from any post I think I've ever written as I want to be very transparent and open with you all about my fears at the moment.  First, I wanted to apologize for not blogging more! I am just so nauseous that it is hard to do much right now let alone anything crafty! I am really hoping to get some Christmas crafting done very soon and as soon as I do it will be up for all to see! :) Continued prayers for us and this pregnancy would be greatly appreciated. I have a dr. appointment on Monday to hear our little ones heatbeat and see them for the first time. I'm excited beyond words, yet nervous and scared at the same time.  I'm not sure if I have shared this with you all but I lost my first pregnancy at 8 weeks.  That was an extremely difficult time in our lives and with Monday being my 8 week mark it is hard not to worry.  I worried like this when I was pregnant with my daughter too and she was born a beautiful healthy gift from God.  I know that whatever happens that God is in control and He will be praised in ALL situations.  Thank you all of my lovely readers for your sweet messages and comments.  You all feel like a whole extra part of my family!  I will post on Monday when I get home. 


  1. im so excited for you to go to the doc. your fears are understandable. No mother should ever have to lose a child even at 8weeks. prayers with you:)

  2. Kristina,
    I will certainly continue to pray for you and that Sweet baby your carrying...Also that the Lord will give you Peace of mind and heart..

  3. I love you and am praying for you my friend. :)

  4. I hope and pray that everything stays wonderful and your tummy starts feeling better too. I am so sorry about your loss as well, I didn't know that :(

  5. Sending mt thoughts and prayers your way, Kristina.


  6. Oh, I am so sorry. I lost my first at 8 weeks 2 months ago and I am still heartbroken. We are trying again and I pray that we get to take home a baby as soon as possible. I hope everything goes well at your appt. and you are holding this baby in 7 months. ((hugs))

  7. Kristina, I do not know you, but my heart goes out to you. I will keep you and your little one in my prayers! We serve a good and gracious God! He will carry you through this fear!

  8. You and your sweet baby are in my prayers.

  9. The heartache of losing a child no matter what age or gestation is difficult. These precious gifts from above have us loving them from the first day of conception. Sending you well wishes and kind thoughts that you and your bubba are happy and healthy. Focus on the beauty at the end of the journey as it is well worth it as you already know with your other child. Blessings to you

  10. Kristina,
    I'll be praying for your peace and for your sweet little one. Thanks for sharing your heart on your blog.
    Sharon Page

  11. I will be praying all goes well!